so, last night at like 3 in the morning, I found a song on YouTube that I think was about Jinx, and it was a damn bop, I freaking loved it, but I can't find it again, and I googled the lyrics and they only gave me "Falling In Reverse" which I know isn't that song, and idk if the song is actually about Jinx or if it was a song animated (beautifully) with Jinx in it (as a fan made music video) but anyway, here are the parts of the lyrics I remember:

"I looked up to you, and those that I fear, but when I needed you, then you disappeared"

"The voices in my head, they never shut up they only spread. My future is gone, my past self-dead"

There's more lyrics I remember but idk if I have the words in the correct order bc I passed out after this song and I only heard it one time, but here are the fuzzy memories of what I have:

"I know I have been a strange child, and even though you still would smile"

"and the voices they all claim, that I am the one to blame... And I know I'm the one to blame..."

Someone please find a video, the name of the song and who made it bc I wanna see it again, and save the song to my spotify but my watch history doesn't work😭😭😭

Thank y'all so much